tanggal 23/2/09
perginya seorang yang sungguh istimewa dalam keluarga besar kami. kak anis adalah sepupu saya, anak kepada ayah cik dan cikza. arwah kak anis dilahirkan bersama dengan penyakit jantung. sepanjang hayatnya, dia bertungkus lumus melawan penyakitnya. memakan pelbagai ubat yang diberi doktor setiap hari adalah rutinnya. dia pergi pada usia 15 tahun. istimewanya kak anis, dia tidak boleh bercakap mahupun mengurus diri. maka perginya di usia 15 tahun seperti perginya seorang bayi yang tiada dosa. hidupnya adalah rezeki buat keluarganya dan pahala yang melimpah buat abah dan ummi yang menjaganya...
ketika menulis ini, terbayang di ruang mata saya kak anis yang kebanyakan masa hidupnya duduk di atas kerusi sambil meratib seolah2 berzikir pada yang Esa. takziah buat keluarganya. moga terus diberi kekuatan dan ganjaran besa buat orang yang sabar...
dan seperti biasa, setiap kali ada kematian setiap kali itulah kita akan tersentak dari lamunan hidup kita yang penuh dengan pelbagai kelaghaan. semestinya kita takut untuk mati lantaran amalan yang sebesar kuman untuk dijadikan bekal. mampukah amalan sebanyak itu mampu menghalang sekecil semut yang menggigt kelak? apatah lagi ular yang hitam dan besar malah munkar nakir yang bengis???
kematian itu pasti.. namun kenapa amalan belum lagi ckup untuk pasti utk dihadapkan di hadapan kekasih kita? mutaba'ah amal! ya, aku mesti sentiasa upgrade mutaba'ah amal. bagaimana mahu pergi dalam keadaan redha dan bersedia? jawapannya ialah AMAL bagaimana mahu rasa tidak sabar untuk bertemu Kekasih? Jawapannya tautan hati dengan ALLAH harus lah kukuh..
masih kah ada waktu untukku??
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
tagged (since da lame x update so considered as new entry..hehe)
macam isi borang mintak kerje pulak kan..hehe
1. WAS YOUR FIRST PREGNANCY PLANNED?Yes, it is. Since i dah habis my master's degree so why should we wait..hehe
2. WHAT was your 2nd choice name or your opposite gender name:N/A
3. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS? Excited, a bit scared and worried too ( same as aliya). im also amazed. From nothing ,Allah can create a baby in my womb. Subhanallah!
4. HOW OLD WERE YOU? 25
5. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT?Just the average "period late and checked with pregnancy test" story.
6. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST? I showed hubby the pregnancy test result and he jumped excitedly like kids.haha
7. DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX? yes. so that i can find for clothing with a suitable color but i only know my baby's sex when i was 8 months pregnant. so his clothes more to white and yellow color.sian.hehe
8. DUE DATE? dun remember..huhu. bole ek??
9. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS?yes. for the first 4 months pregnant. i couldn't smell hubby, any fried food, hubby's hair gel and obviously my toothpaste..funny!
10. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE?nothing
11. WHO/WHAT IRRITATED YOU THE MOST?everything la i think. tadek mood nk makan
12. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CHILD'S SEX?Male
13. DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX ?No.
14. HOW MANY KG DID YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY?16kg! I was 68kg by the end of the pregnancy.
15. DID YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER? yes, i guess. huhu
16. WAS IT A SURPRISE OR DID YOU KNOW? Hence, not applicable.
17. DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR PREGNANCY?uri terputus. so tertinggal la serpihan kat dalam. They juz leave me waiting for 6 hours to be in operation room...have to queue up. teruk kan. and bile nak cucuk ubat (dunno name ubat tu) at my back. i even couldnt sit so as alternative they juz pengsankan saya satu badan. (kalau tak separuh badan je). and it was so pain to wake up lepas pengsan for 1 hour ( do you call it pengsan? dunnola..huhu)
18. WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH?HSA, jb
19. HOW MANY HOURS WERE YOU IN LABOR?6
20. WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL?abah dan ummi di sebelah. hubby drove from Kl and arrived after 3 hours in hospital.(but i was still at registration counter..so lembap kan!)
21. WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH?Hubby dan nurse yang pelbagai color bju ade and 2 male doctors yang menyeluk uriku...waa...takut bila ingat balik
22. WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION?Normal
23. DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN?no
24. HOW MUCH DID YOUR CHILD WEIGH? 2.7 kg.
25. WHEN WAS YOUR CHILD ACTUALLY BORN ? 12 am, 3rd of april 2008
26. WHAT DID YOU NAME HIM/HER? Raja Ahmad Haziq bin Raja Shahrul Nizam
27. HOW OLD IS YOUR FIRST BORN TODAY? 10 months
28. WOULD YOU DO IT AGAIN? maybe next year..haha..but it depends!
1. WAS YOUR FIRST PREGNANCY PLANNED?Yes, it is. Since i dah habis my master's degree so why should we wait..hehe
2. WHAT was your 2nd choice name or your opposite gender name:N/A
3. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS? Excited, a bit scared and worried too ( same as aliya). im also amazed. From nothing ,Allah can create a baby in my womb. Subhanallah!
4. HOW OLD WERE YOU? 25
5. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT?Just the average "period late and checked with pregnancy test" story.
6. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST? I showed hubby the pregnancy test result and he jumped excitedly like kids.haha
7. DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX? yes. so that i can find for clothing with a suitable color but i only know my baby's sex when i was 8 months pregnant. so his clothes more to white and yellow color.sian.hehe
8. DUE DATE? dun remember..huhu. bole ek??
9. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS?yes. for the first 4 months pregnant. i couldn't smell hubby, any fried food, hubby's hair gel and obviously my toothpaste..funny!
10. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE?nothing
11. WHO/WHAT IRRITATED YOU THE MOST?everything la i think. tadek mood nk makan
12. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CHILD'S SEX?Male
13. DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX ?No.
14. HOW MANY KG DID YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY?16kg! I was 68kg by the end of the pregnancy.
15. DID YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER? yes, i guess. huhu
16. WAS IT A SURPRISE OR DID YOU KNOW? Hence, not applicable.
17. DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR PREGNANCY?uri terputus. so tertinggal la serpihan kat dalam. They juz leave me waiting for 6 hours to be in operation room...have to queue up. teruk kan. and bile nak cucuk ubat (dunno name ubat tu) at my back. i even couldnt sit so as alternative they juz pengsankan saya satu badan. (kalau tak separuh badan je). and it was so pain to wake up lepas pengsan for 1 hour ( do you call it pengsan? dunnola..huhu)
18. WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH?HSA, jb
19. HOW MANY HOURS WERE YOU IN LABOR?6
20. WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL?abah dan ummi di sebelah. hubby drove from Kl and arrived after 3 hours in hospital.(but i was still at registration counter..so lembap kan!)
21. WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH?Hubby dan nurse yang pelbagai color bju ade and 2 male doctors yang menyeluk uriku...waa...takut bila ingat balik
22. WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION?Normal
23. DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN?no
24. HOW MUCH DID YOUR CHILD WEIGH? 2.7 kg.
25. WHEN WAS YOUR CHILD ACTUALLY BORN ? 12 am, 3rd of april 2008
26. WHAT DID YOU NAME HIM/HER? Raja Ahmad Haziq bin Raja Shahrul Nizam
27. HOW OLD IS YOUR FIRST BORN TODAY? 10 months
28. WOULD YOU DO IT AGAIN? maybe next year..haha..but it depends!
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